YIPPPEEEEEE

Well, I finally did it. I am now a Graduate! 3.91 GPA... I am so happy. I worked hard and am very proud of what I accomplished. Thanks to all those people who believed in me. I know I was a pain in the ass at times but you all stuck with me. THANKS!!! I could not have done it with out you.

Attitudes

I read this on my friend Ruth's blog and I wanted to post it on mine as well. After reading it I began to think just how important it is to stay positive through life. Hope you dont mind Ruthie that I am posting this as well.

...author unknown....

ATTITUDE There once was a woman who woke up one morning,looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head.

'Well,' she said, 'I think I'll braid my hair today.' So she did and had a wonderful day.

The next day she woke up,looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. 'Hm m,' she said, 'I think I'll part my hair down the middle today.' So she did and had a grand day.

The next day she woke up,looked in the mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. 'Well,' she said, 'today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail. 'So she did and had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up,looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. 'YAY!' she exclaimed. 'I don't have to fix my hair today!'

Attitude is everything. Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle. Live simply, Love generously, Care deeply, Speak kindly.... Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass.... It's about learning to dance in the rain.

You're not here

I need to touch you
but you are not here
I need to feel you
but you're not near

I need you to hold me
but in her arms you are
I need you to kiss me
but you are away so far

She has what I need
It is where you should be
Doesnt make it easy
I should just set you free

You say you love me
yet it is there you stay
I know its for the best
that I should walk away

I need to touch you
But you're not here.

Another one bites the dust

Another semester down, only 9 classes to go. I never really thought I would make it through school. I figured I would quit way before now. I really am enjoying learning new things. Even though I was very stressed this semester I think I enjoyed my writing class more than anything else. I enjoyed reading and writing the poetry section. Most the classes I have left are just business classes. not much creativity there but I will survive.

The Little Things

By Jen

We take for granted
the little things
Sunshine, family, friends
that each day brings.

We need to make time
To see the beauty around
Look deep inside to see
Little things abounds.

We do not need riches
to make our life fulfilled
Make each moment count
We will be thrilled.

What is love?

By Jen

What is love
does it exist
can it be felt
in am small kiss.

How do we know
if we find it
is there a bell
or does it just hit.

Is love worthy
of ones time
a heartbeat away
yours to mine.

What is love
will we ever know
in a special moment
will it begin to grow.

I am so lucky

It means so much to me
That you go that extra mile
To spend an hour with me
Just to see me smile.

You make me feel so loved
I am so lucky to have you
When you look in my eyes
I can see your love shine through.

I never want this to end
I love you more each day
One day you will be mine
That will be our special someday.

I Will

I will take your hand in mine
together we will walk the beach.
I will sit beside you as we grow old
our dreams and goals within reach.

I will kiss you with great passion
as your lips meet mine.
I will dry your tears
be they tears of joy or pain.

I will pray with you always
peace, faith and love assured.
I will love you forever
for a love like ours endures.

Colts WIN!!!!!

YEA!!!!! COLTS WIN....Going to the SUPER BOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEEEE HAAAAA.....

Jealousy

If you love someone, why is there jealousy? There has to be trust. If there is no trust do you really have a relationship? I struggle with jealousy too but it is mainly because of my self esteem. I have come a long way in gaining more self esteem but I still have a way to go. I know that I am not young and beautiful but I also know I have some very good traits. I am not sure how to overcome the jealousy but I do not want it to ruin what I have. Trust is the key. Trust who I am and also trust my partner.

School

Started a new semester on Monday. The week went well. I think I am going to enjoy this semester for the most part. I found out that I made the Dean's List this past semester. I am very excited about that. I now have a GPA of 3.76 not bad for an old lady!!!
Thanks to all my friends for their support.

In your arms

I love to lay beside you and have your arms around me. It is the greatest feeling in the world. Today as i laid there and you held me I felt at peace. I love to feel your touch on my skin. I am sorry i fell asleep but it feels so good knowing you are holding me. You make me feel so comfortable, Thank you.

New Year

A new year begins today. Looking back things were pretty good for 2006. It brought me a very special person in my life and I know that 2007 is going to be even better. I want to take this opportunity to wish you all a very Happy New Year.

Smiling

Sitting here this morning smiling after talking to you. You make me so happy. I am very excited that I turn you on so much. You know that I love you very much and I want you to be happy. The fact that you get so turned on by just us talking is so awesome. Just think what will happen when we are together!!! MMMMMMMMM... Cant wait to see you babe....

Sad

I am feeling sad today. Seems that things around me are not going well. Guess that is life. Maybe tomorrow will bring better things. How does something go from seeming almost perfect one day to almost completely gone the next. I feel that I have lost my dearest friend. I feel very empty inside. Maybe these feelings will pass but for now they are very real.

Tragedy

Friends of ours are going thru a tragedy this Christmas. We received news Christmas Eve that their son has killed his wife and then tried to kill himself. The circumstances at this time are not clear, but she was bi-polar and was believed to be having an attack. However it happened, what a tragedy. The couple have a 2 year old son that now has no mother and his dad will never be the same. My prayers are to my dear friends for peace and strength to help cope with this tragedy.

Missing you

I am missing you this day... Christmas is a time for sharing... Yet you are with your family and I with mine. I long for the day that we can be one. I want to be able to share these special days with you. You are the love of my life and i want to be with you forever. I hope you felt me with you today in some small way. You are in my heart and you have touched my soul. Thank you for loving me. I just want you to know that i miss you very much!!!

Christmas

Christmas is a time for love and joy. I have both this year. I have a man that loves me unconditionally. We can not be together at Christmas because of our other lives but we will be together in spirit. Someday we may be able to experience Christmas together but till then we have to make everyday Christmas. Giving each other the love and joy each time we are together makes us one.

Lunch

Today was good!!! Had lunch wtih my favorite guy and my friend Kim. Was nice to let him meet my friend. I want to share my whole life with you Michael. You are so special to me. Anyway, thank you for a nice lunch... made my day...

Michael

M...Magic
I... Intense
C...Comfortable
H...Honest
A...Amazing
E...Enthusiastic
L... Loving


Michael,

You came into my life when i needed you the most. My life was missing something but i didn't have a clue what. You have shown me how it feels to be loved unconditionally. You make me feel so comfortable and so wanted. That is something I haven't had in a long time. I hope that it never fades. I know that right now we have to be apart. But I believe that SOMEDAY we will be together forever. Until then we will continue to share our moments here and there. Our hearts are united, our souls have become one, each knowing exactly what the other wants. Its funny how we know the exact moment the other one needs us. MAGIC....
I love you Michael....